Wednesday, May 23, 2012

Molar for a Moeller!

We've had a big week here at the Moeller home!
My guys on the day the little one's big tooth came through, hence the face...

Benjamin had his first molar break through!!!  We are still waiting for bottom teeth 3 and 4 to come through but they are just being pokey.  So our little Moeller has his first molar!
I have to keep my pearly whites in nice shape!

Textin' my lady friend to let her know I got a big boy tooth.
Daddy gave Benjamin his first all over hair cut.  He received his first trim by Mommy after his first birthday (tear).  With summer here, the clippers came out and hair flew!
Mommy went easy on me...
Daddy doesn't mess around.
Big boy hair cut!
And, if that weren't enough, Benjamin turned 16 months today and took a 2 hour and 45 minute nap this afternoon!  Hooray!
We double fist cheese in this family. It's what Packers fans do.
 We hope you have a wonderful Memorial Day weekend. 
...and I have to tell Joshua, and Noah, and Jack, and...
Thank you to all those who have served, are serving, and will serve in our military to protect this country and the freedom we all enjoy.  Thank you for your service.

Saturday, May 19, 2012

This really happened!

After a post full of sad news, I thought I would share some good news with you all about our sweet, adorable, napping Ben!  Yes, I said napping and I said with with a happy voice!!!
I love to put things on my head!  I am a fashion-forward little man.

As if that wasn't enough, on March 27, 20102, I finally got a picture of my cutie napping! 

Corduroy Bear and Blankie banished to the floor in hopes he won't fall asleep.
My sleeping cutie!
 We have moved to one nap a day and our sweet little boy is napping for almost 2 hours most of the time!  Now, you mommies with napping babies are terrified to think "only 2 hours the whole day" but I tell you this is so amazing I hardly know what to do with myself!

I feel so much better after napping, especially without pants!
<3
 In other news, he is also forward facing in his car seat!
So this is what's going on!

Thursday, May 17, 2012

Here we go again...

I love my Daddy!  He helps me walk on uneven ground.

It is with a heavy heart that I write this post.

About a month ago, a "nodule" was identified on Aaron's follow up CT scan.  He had one on Tuesday, May 15th and it showed some cause for concern.

Fortunately, we were able to be seen by Aaron's surgeon this morning rather than having to wait until mid-June!  Praise God!  Unfortunately, they are confident that the nodule we were hoping was fluid is actually a recurrent sarcoma tumor.  On his CT scan from a month ago, the nodule was 8x1.8 millimeters and on his scan from Tuesday it is now measuring 32x21 mm.  Obviously, it is growing which is another indicator of concern.  Some good news is that it seems to be encapsulated (contained) just like the one Aaron had last year and the surgeon feels there is a good chance it will just peel off his chest wall.  The tumor is located between the lung and where he is missing his rib from last year's surgery, which is also great news as there will not be any risk of paralysis or need for bypass surgery due to his aorta being involved. 

Aaron was given the choice of scheduling a biopsy to confirm that it is a cancerous tumor or to just head straight for surgery.  Given their confidence based on the CT scan and the fact that it has doubled in size in one month, Aaron has chosen to schedule surgery.  Surgery is scheduled for Friday, June 1 (2 weeks from tomorrow) and UPMC Presby in Pittsburgh.  We will know what time the day before.  There is a small possibility that the surgery will be laparoscopic but we were hopeful of this last year and it definitely was not the case!  The surgery team will use cameras prior to any major incisions to go in and see what the inside of his body looks like and adjust their coarse of action accordingly.  If it cannot be done laparoscopically then it will be almost exactly the same as last year, which means a long recovery is ahead of us.  One the plus side, his surgery is a month earlier than it was last year so we might be able to enjoy the summer sun this year!

In preparation for surgery, Aaron will have a PET scan and PFT (Pulmonary Function Test) done next week.  These two tests will check to see if there are any additional tumors that the CT has not identified as well as checking how well his lungs are working. 

Don't we look handsome!?  Look at all of Daddy's hair!
Obviously, we would appreciate your prayers.  Below is a list of specific prayer and praise items that you can pray for:

1. Praise that they saw this tumor early when it is still small and has less of a chance to had adhered to important organs
2. Praise that Aaron's same surgery team will be the ones performing this surgery as well.  They are familiar with us, with Aaron's thought process, and his body
3. Praise that we live so close to the medical facilities and that Aaron's oncology team has been following him so closely
4. Pray for strength and comfort for us and our family.  It was really hard to hear this diagnosis less than a year after the last one.
5. Pray that the PET scan will show no additional tumors and that this is an isolated one that can be easily removed
6. Pray that the surgery will be as minimal as possible, that Aaron's body will handle it well, and his recovery will be smoother than last year

Most importantly, please pray that God will use this for His glory.  Pray that He will use this to draw Aaron, Benjamin and me closer to Him and closer to one another and that we will be a witness to those around us, giving glory and praise to Him.  Pray that He will use this to make himself known to those who do not yet know Him.

We covet your prayers, love, and support through this.  We wish we were able to e-mail you with great news but we now prepare for the road ahead of us and ask that you will do the same.

Aaron has taken the day off to spend with Benjamin and me.  We are headed to the zoo because what is a better way to spend a day off than in the sunshine at the zoo enjoying our family!?
We are lookin' sharp after Easter Sunday service!